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[Dec. 25th, 2009|11:13 pm] |
So let's start of this Christmas night post by saying that the Davis family is probably the best family ever. My family (ladadada if you know the story) but we don't really talk. Which is super extremely stupid. This is seriously the first Christmas that has been even decent the past few years. It's so hard getting through Christmas without family.. and this year Kyle's family really has saved me. I held it together all day, but about 10 pm it hit, and I got super upset. I don't think anyone should have to go through what I've been through with my family. And not just one side of my family, but BOTH. seriously? What's the luck?
I'd also like to state a big fuck you to the people who were suppose to be my friends, but anyone who's completely screwed me over, ignored me, or done something to damage our relationship has until 11:59 pm on New Years Eve to fix it. I'm starting 2010 as bitch-free as possible. I'm tired of trying to keep friendships alive. You either care/love me or you don't.
I'm content with life. I'm not happy about my family falling apart and being awkward, I'm not happy about losing people who are suppose to be my best friends, and I'm not happy about how I've pretty much bullshitted through college so far. But I'm going to do my best to keep the family that cares around, keeping true friends, and studying my ass off to do my absolute possible best in this upcoming year. So eff that lose weight bullshit hahaha |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2009|04:53 pm] |
Yes, Chip has on a snuggie :D |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2009|10:19 am] |
good christmas, yess?
and no, we're not engaged... |
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[Dec. 21st, 2009|04:02 pm] |
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yayyyy my cousin Karagan is officially engaged!!! hope my bridesmaid dress is cute :) |
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[Dec. 21st, 2009|03:17 am] |
Soooo, I'm nineteen now, I plan on making this the best year yet. Erasing August 07-September 09, and everything up until now. I'm done spitting on the everyone and hoping they all trip over and bust their teeth out, nobody wants a negative bitch around, not even myself. I'm over getting worked up about the small stuff. I'm sooo beyond past most of the gentlemen in my life who never really gave a shit. I'd say I'm over you but I never really had you to begin with, and that's okay by me. Loving the unloveable, it's what I've mastered over my lifetime. But this time, this time I'm putting it towards people that are worth it. I want to know the lands beneath my feet so I can stomp them around comfortably and knowingly. I won't say that I'm going to college yet or anything, because I want to be completely prepared, and I may be the biggest sack of shit for that, but I'm putting myself first, which is extremely new to me, and I can't lie, It's scary and exciting, Wellll here we go.
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[Dec. 17th, 2009|11:17 pm] |
Life is grand... ZTA is awesome, and I love my lil sis so much. We've become very close, its awesome.
I got a new job nannying, and I start the first week of Jan. it's only 2 days a week, $8/hr.. one kid, SO excited!
I couldn't imagine life right now if I hadn't moved to Augusta for school... I've made SO many friends up here and ZTA is basically my life now. I'm now on the Executive Council, I've learned so much through my experience and sisters in zeta.
The only thing missing is a boyfriend.. but that'll come someday when the time is right, and I'm not really stressin' it.
Island for christmas, then back up here to AUG!
holler. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2009|05:19 pm] |
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One of the best things about life right now are my friends, who are completely different from my old friends. All of my old friends have completely shitted out on me and showed me what kind of people they really are. My new friends, I feel are finally REAL friends. Maybe it's just part of growing up... or maybe it's just me not being an idiot anymore. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|02:44 am] |
You know when a kitten bites you and it hurts, but at the same time, you can't help but tp smile at the little furball and suck it up until he's done nipping?
-Let's put it this way: You constantly hurt me, but I can't help this excuse for the smile on my face. It's the classic case of "one more chance" after being repeated multiple times already, but I get this sinking feeling in my gut when I think of letting you go. Like a few days after a drinking binge, and my liver starts to wonder why it feels this way. I went from wanting you, to needing you. From forgetting about it, to it's all I can think about. I miss "our room" I liked the sound of that, but in reality, it was just my stuff invading yours, but don't worry, it has parted ways. I will most likely die this way: sad and alone. And when that day comes, I hope you get an invitation to my funeral -and that's just another thing you can complain about. Just no I gave a shit about you, no matter how much you shit on me.
I'm sick of saying your nam ein every way that isn't direct, even though I feel like there's a flashing, neon sign right over your stupid head. They say you can only go up once you've hit the bottom, but someone throw me a jackhammer because I'm only going deeper.
I reallllly needed to let all of that out, and I feel a little better already. I think I'm seeing incredible things in my future. Let's be adult about this. Nineteen in less than a week. Where has time gone? |
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[Dec. 14th, 2009|09:34 am] |
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oh.my.god. I have the best boyfriend and friends ever. I'm on cloud nine, for sure |
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